D day

Disappointment is a big word. It is a heavy word. It crashes you when you, or your idea, has failed its purpose. I take things very personally. It is an attribute because it makes me responsible for my decisions. It gives me a sense of alert, it makes me act with care. But it is also a flaw because I seek perfection and I am not perfect. It makes me think about a mistake I did and I feel like I have to redeem myself. It makes me feel not worthy.
Today, I didn't provide what I had to. Today i created disappointment. Today I felt overwhelmed.
Today I felt like I am committing to things I cannot cover, or at least I cannot cover 100%. Can I cover many things at 100%?